Responsibilities are Hard

I don't like having responsibilities. While they can make me feel independent and mature, they're just a lot of work and I'm a lazy monkey. Sometimes I don't even know why I'm in school, because I feel like I'm not mature enough to be here. I don't like having to do homework or meet deadlines—I just want to hang out and do nothing. So it makes it even harder because I think about graduating and having to find a real job and then that's it. I can imagine having to do the same thing day in and day out for practically the rest of my life. I guess I can hope that as that time gets closer I'll get more mature, but what if it doesn't? I might not be ready to do that life.

Going along with not wanting to have responsibilities, I don't want to do my homework. And that's why I'm on a computer writing this blog and taking pictures. But now I don't know what to write and it's getting late. This is hard. But you know what isn't hard? Bananas. I need a banana.